New Year and Moving Forward

So I decided to start the New Year off right, I get so frustrated with people who lag behind and are lazy, etc. Plus, I've been so busy the last couple of months that I've not been able to keep up with my stuff, gets out of control and then my OCD can't figure it all out. Sooo,  I decided to turn over a new leaf if you will. I am trying to get to bed earlier and when my alarm goes off at 6am, I don't hit the snooze. This is Day 3 of this newness and I want to snuggle back down in my bed but I'm not. My room is nice, clean and organized and getting to the point I want it. I'll just keep on trudging and maybe it will become habit and not a drag. LOL.

This week is a week of prayer at church and OMW!!! What an awesome prayer meeting. I was so awesome to see the young people really praying, and it was nice to take out an hour at church to just pray. So many things in my life I've been praying about lately and sometimes I get a little discouraged because as I pray about things, seems others begin to begin to talk down to my dreams. They may not know it but they do. We aren't going to all be alike and we aren't all going to have the same ideas, but it's not right to expect me to be like you and the rest can do as they will. I'm not like you... I get so frustrated about it all and I just do not understand.

Then at the end of prayer Pastor Foster called us all to the front and began to challenge us to be closer to God, to desire miracles and powerful things, the anointing. Then he asked me to come up, ME. He said that God is going to do what I've been praying about, that at that moment it was to give me an assurance. I hate being in front of everyone but Sis Kathy & Sis Darla began to pray with me and I am still amazed that God cares that much!!! To call me out in a prayer meeting to let me know He still hears and cares and I'm not all alone. Now to just focus on moving forward!!! Waiting for my miracle.